Okay .. That was the best thing I've ever did or had in Doha, something is not related to studying or university life at all

And it really took me to another world where I was about to forget that am still in DOHA !

im really gonna miss it : ( although I started to miss it since today .. 

Doha traibka film festival .. I really enjoyed, i had an amazing time in the cultural village (KATARA) .. Thanks all, thanks for the people who i knew and met :) !!

For some reason, today feels so difficult and exhausting

I hold my pillow closed as I sit alone in my room

I fidget with my phone as my heart

For some reason feels empty today

The suddenly ringing phone surprises me

I hear your voice, asking me if I ate today

Although at times they annoyed me, today those words feel different

And all the forgotten promises I've made come flooding back to me

I will become a warm hearted person

I will become a person that puts others first

I will fulfill the wishes of your love, the person who I share my dreams with

The one who used to comb my hair, I think of my mom

Although at times, I hurt you because of my wrong decisions

You quietly watched over me from afar

Although I'm still a young and clumsy child

I think I understand now

The meaning of your silent prayers

What should I do? My heart is still so small

If I let go of your hands

I'm not sure if I can make it without you

I don’t think I'm ready yet, and I'm scared

I will become I wide daughter ( give me courage )

No matter where I go, I will be a daughter you can be proud of

I was too shy to express this to you clearly

Mom, I truly love you ♥

 ( Taking from a Song )

Umm, we are going to have our first Exams tomorrow, and since long time I didn’t have exams Lol ! =D

So, it's little bit boring, I'm bored from studying and just repeating the same things for 2 days !

Aah, what to do !! :(

ياربِّ وفقنا وسهِّل علينا .. ὠ

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ماذا يعنِي أن تكونَ قريبًا من الله ؟

يعنِي أن تشعُر بـ دفءٍ يُحيطُ بكَ في أشدِّ حالاتِ حُزنكَ ، أن تشعُر بالأمانِ وأنت تفكِّر !

أن يخفُق قلبكَ بهدوء ، أن لا تجدَ ملجأً غيره في وحدَتِك ، وفي فرحكَ وحُزنك

أنْ يُناديه قلبكَ دونَ أن تشعُر .. وأنْ يكونَ الدُّعاء هوَ قوتُكَ وقت فقركَ وحاجتكَ !

يا الله .. يا الله .. كُن معِي دائِمًا ، ♥

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 ♥

Then its Wednesday .. Nothing Special about it !

Just that my family partying Hamoodi's fourth Birthday, and am missing it for the third year !

Happy Birthday Habeebi Hamoodi, I wish u a wonderful life with your family ♥

10.10.10 .. it's just a date, why it must be a special day? Even if the day, month, and even the year are the same, what the difference between it and 11.10.10 for example? I feel it's like any day .. seriously even if am trying to make it special it won't work : ) !

But actually I had something special and I won't talk about it .. it will be a secret between me and Allah .. ♥ .. it just came like that, not caring about the date or whatever ..  ^^ !

So ! finally my mood has changed since yesterday ^^ !

I had a really great day since morning, I had to study for the quiz, but actually I just studied a little at morning ..

Then I just had fun :) ! I missed this mood ..

So, is (tomorrow) gonna be better? ^^